passing.

I have been giving my gender more and more thought lately and the more i think about it the more I''m unsure about it.I don't know any trans people or and gender queer people and I'm really unsure about myself. most days now I am feeling more boyish and feeling that "he" is the pronoun that I want to be refereed to as, but then I log onto facebook or start talking to someone and wonder what they would think when I tell them to start refereeing to me as a boy and i go back to being unsure. I am not sure that even if I were to begin this transition that I would even be able to pass as many of my features and my body itself is unfortunately extremely feminine.
anyways I'm off to bed
peace.

So this is the deal

I was born a female and I still am technically a girl... But I'm not... I'm not a boy and I don't want to start taking "T" or anything but I really don't feel comfortable being a girl eather.... Maybe I'm just a non-op trans guy. Contradicting isn't it? Maybe in a different world where there was more exeptance I would change... But then again some times I feel more female then male. It changes every other week. I haven't met anyone else who has this issue I don't know any mtf or ftms living in Montreal I haven't even told anyone how I feel about my gender which makes going by male pronouns very dificult.(obviously) I hate being gender queer I wish gender was as simple as ones sex. I'm posting this at 1:30am from my itouch knowing that it's not well written or spell checked but will go unread anyways so it doesn't matter anyways. -Sam